I spend hours not being able to really see myself

Name: I spend hours not being able to really see myself
Director: Axel Quaranta
Genre: Documentary, Drama
Released: 2023-09-04
Duration: 4 min
Cast: Axel Quaranta

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In a moment of deep crisis, I decided to recover to ease my pain. Sharing my thoughts and channeling them into a concrete product helped me make sense of my suffering.

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